mediocre是指淹没在世俗里,没有独立探索的精神。下面这段参考一下:
"Beneath my worldly life, however, there has always been a vague religious groping, and when I began to have children, this groping took the form of a deep hope that one of my children would be religiously inclined. And not one of them is; they have all become prosperous and worldly, except the last one, who is a mixture of everything. All of them are really mediocre, and that is what hurts. They are engrossed in their worldliness. It all seems so superficial and silly, but I haven't discussed it with any of them, and even if I did, they wouldn't understand what I was talking about. I thought that at least one of them would be different, and I am horrified at their mediocrity and my own. It is this, I suppose, that is causing my sorrow. What can one do to break up this stupid state?"
“然而,在我世俗的生活下,总有一种模糊的宗教追寻,当我有孩子的时候,这种探索就表现为深切希望我其中的一个孩子会有宗教倾向。而他们中的任何一个都没有;他们都变得成功、世俗,除了最小的孩子,他是个混合体。他们所有人都真的很平庸,这就是我心痛的地方。他们全心投入到俗务中。这看起来是那么肤浅和愚蠢,但是我从没跟他们中的任何一个讨论过这点,即使我这么做了,他们也不会明白我在说什么。我原以为他们中至少有一个能与众不同,我也惊骇于他们和我自己的平庸。我想,这就是导致我哀伤的原因。我要怎样才能打破这种愚蠢的状态?”
In oneself or in another? One can only break up mediocrity in oneself, and then perhaps a different relationship with others may arise. To know that one is mediocre is already the beginning of change, is it not? But a petty mind, becoming aware of itself, frantically tries to change, to improve, and this very urge is mediocre. Any desire for self-improvement is petty. When the mind knows that it is mediocre and does not act upon itself, there is the breaking up of mediocrity.
在自己身上还是在别人身上?一个人只能打破自身的平庸,然后一种不同的与别人的关系才可能出现。知道自己是平庸的,改变就已经开始,不是吗?但是一个狭隘的心智,变得对自身觉知,拼命地想要改变,想要进步,这种渴望本身就是平庸。任何自我改善的欲望都是狭隘的。当心智知道自己平庸而不对自身采取任何行动时,才能打破这平庸。
"What do you mean by `act upon itself?'"
“你说的‘对自身采取行动’是什么意思?”
If a petty mind, realizing it is petty, makes an effort to change itself, is it not still petty? The effort to change is born of a petty mind, therefore that very effort is petty.
如果一个狭隘的心智,认识到自己的狭隘,然后努力去改变自己,这难道不依然是狭隘的吗?想要改变的努力诞生于一个狭隘的心智,所以那努力本身就是狭隘的。
"Yes, I see that, but what can one do?"
“是的,我明白这点,但是能怎么办呢?”
Any action of the mind is small, limited. The mind must cease to act, and only then is there the ending of mediocrity.
心智的任何行为都是狭隘的,局限的。心智必须停止活动,只有这时,平庸才能终结。 |